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Empty Bottle
04:27
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Empty Bottle
Crowded goth show
What is it that you want to do?
Whatever it is, I do too
I’ll let you decide if this is hello or goodbye
Or if this isn’t anything
If I’m not really anyone
I’m not coming down if you’re not coming down
In my dreams I’m asleep
You’re in the bed
We speak French and the floor is made of glass
Empty Bottle
Reflective window
What is it that you hope to see?
Look beyond yourself, you will find me
I’m not coming down if you’re not coming down
In my dreams I’m asleep
You’re the bed and Isn’t Anything never ends
You’ve got a lot of nerves
Will you please touch mine with yours?
Every stolen bike longed for in the city tonight is the story of our life
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The Desperate
03:33
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You were right, Babe
None of this means anything
There’s so much more for us to be than seen
Somehow all of the sudden I find myself struggling
Two lives are too much and not enough
I concede this childish need for attention
is the desperate act of a disappearing man
You’d better catch him while you can
What a mess
Past and present stitched together, perilously tethered
I ain’t fooling anyone (least of all me)
I’m calling in sick forever
and I’m calling bullshit on everyone
This is a test and I’m failing
You were right, Babe
I love how you know me
I know how you love me
I know how you long for this song to end
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Settled Down
03:17
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I’m so settled down that it feels like the Earth moves if I do
So, still I’ll sit for you until I can’t not move
Did the bed shake?
The house just fell down
The city’s in ruins
Did you feel that too?
I’m not mad, I’m done
That last earthquake was a knockout punch
I’m bored again
Torn between giving in and getting lost for good
The silence sits in my throat
What time is it?
The bed shook
The house just fell down
The city’s in ruins
They’re all dead or buried
I’m sorry, but I had to move
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Lovers Come And Go
04:36
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I meant what I said
You’re too young to love me like you do
As those letters you penned -
so heartfelt, so reverent -
only proved
Lovers come and go
The good ones always know how they’re getting home
I meant what I said
You’re too sharp to get cut up by me
Lovers come and go
The good ones always know the difference
between being casual or a casualty
Lovers come and go
The good ones are incapable of faking it
Stop faking it - I know that you can’t sing
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Tourniquet
04:14
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If you give me this battle, I’ll give you the war
I’m tired of being someone’s
I’m tired of keeping score
This tourniquet hasn’t stopped the bleeding yet
If you give me this battle
I’ll pretend like there isn’t a lifetime of bitterness inside of me
An ugliness I hide from you
Give me that goddamn bottle and then leave me alone
This tourniquet hasn’t stopped the bleeding yet
I fear that I might lose a limb
Or a wife
Or whatever’s left inside
This tourniquet hasn’t stopped the bleeding yet
I fear that I might bleed out
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A Burning Soul
03:30
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Father had a burning soul
"Go on…"
Drank himself into a hole with no way out
He wasn’t a saint, but he wasn’t a bad man
Father had a burning soul
"Go on…"
Could’ve, should’ve loved them all one by one
He wasn’t a saint, but he wasn’t a bad man
In his defense, he never asked to be born
He seemed content to see the world with his eyes closed
Now I’ve got a burning soul
What now?
Both ends of my prayer candle are burned out
In my defense, I was raised by a blind man on fire
who was raised to lip-sync in his church choir
So I’m not a saint and I’m not a singer
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Saltwater
02:54
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Saltwater
I heard you took it on the chin
You’re as clever as you are alone
Those books may console you but they won’t keep you warm
Proof by contradiction is the only explanation for whatever this is
Saltwater
You taste like the places we’ve never been
I know I seem so calm
So serene
Embalmed
But inside I wish your insides were mine
Let’s make a toast:
May the end be the end of the world
Now let’s get you warm...
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An Island
04:12
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Shit got heavy like my eyelids on a highway that won’t end
You got quiet like an island, so I left
I headed out to sea
A toothless shark
An actor playing a part
I can’t pretend to care like I did when the unknown was my second home
Now we’re upside down, Love
Gravity had a change of heart
You fell for the hell of it and I fell for it all
I’ve incisive intuition
It’s a curse more than anything
I’m always the first to know how everything ends
Bullets in June
A nice night for a knife fight between two boats drifting
The Sun shines on you, Love
You’re well-lit like a work of art
and I’ve been exiled like the enemy
Forever in the dark
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Sleep Is a Myth
04:27
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Is this how you say, “Mon coeur bat la chamade?"
Which pills did I take?
Were those bills ever paid?
Sleep is a myth
Believed but never witnessed by me
The spider bites are back
The eggs have finally hatched
Sleep is a myth I believe exists but only for the opulent
Don’t worry about the money
We’ll get by or we won’t
You look better hungry
You wear your weary eyes well
Now give me everything and then some
Bring out what’s dead and dying in your troubled head
Your lifeless body will awaken
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Stay poor and die trying
Take the drugs I didn’t take
Lay the whores I didn’t lay cause I was too afraid that I might like it
Carry scissors with your teeth
Bury your burdens underneath your lover’s skin
Pack a bag and pick a fight
Lead with your left and leave while your lies still breathe
Wherever you arrive, pick another fight and leave the fucking bag behind
You may be wondering where all this wandering leads
You're lost but at least you’ve nowhere to be and no one to leave you
Truth or dare - are you on fire?
If so, how do you know?
If not, do you burn to be?
Cause I do when I see you but you can’t see me
You may be wandering driveway to driveway drunk
A ghost without a house to haunt
The last of my feral friends, I know you’re lonely
but don’t waste your breath telling me that you want what I have
No one believes you
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Mike Kinsella. From Chicago, IL.
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